9/23/09

i dont wanna cry

cry

i thought i will never cry again. but as of now i will break my promise not to shed tears for you. i am hurt. i don't know what to think. i am hoping that things will be alright soon. you tell me not to worry and that i am over reacting. what can i do, if this is how i feel?

you know, that i love you very much, that i am willing to do everything for you. i do not care if how tired i am or how exhausted i get from work, i do not complain because i know that when i get home you are there. waiting for me, i know you are there. but where's the love bb coh? u say it's still there. but where? why can't i feel it? or am i asking for too much?

i am in pain bb coh. i do not want to think that the love is gone. i do not want to believe that this chapter of my life has ended already. i will continue to pray that everything will be alright and that everything will be as it is.

i do not want to cry. but i can not help it, as tears keep falling right down on my cheeks at the very moment when i start thinking of you.