top 10 reasons why i hate myself...

10 - I hate myself

For allowing you to blend in to my system

9 - I hate myself

For letting you run through my veins

8 - I hate myself

For keeping you inside my heart

7 - I hate myself

For making you the sole reason why I wake up every day

6 - I hate myself

For letting you to control me

5 - I hate myself

For authorizing you to ignore me

4 - I hate myself

For giving you the freedom to hurt me

3 - I hate myself

For the lost opportunity to be with you

2 - I hate myself

For not being able to face the truth that you will never be mine

1 - I hate myself

For loving you this much...

weak..

you

make me go

weak on

my knees....

sanity

for the 2nd time around,
i bid cebu,
without even taking a glimpse of you

i'm not certain, if its coincidental or
purposely, u just don't wanna see me

my life's been a mess lately,
dunno what lies ahead of me

i can't blame you though,
cause everything is my fault.

YOU'RE MY ONLY SALVATION.
yet, at these times you're no where to be found.

how will i keep my sanity,
if it means having you around me?


you ...


resist to be with me...

ignored

its not that easy
pretending that i’m okay

when the fact is …
i’m not

i can take it
if u don’t want to see me

not to answer my calls
is another story

ur slowly killing me
taking my breathe away

every time you rejected
my calls

i feel so insecure

i feel so useless

once again

I HAVE BEEN IGNORED!

ironic

i don't want us to reach beyond this point :

someday a past love will come back to you and will say:


" I STILL LOVE YOU!"


and you'll smile and say:


" I know...


but...


i just don't care anymore"

its official

darn! this is how i feel for you right now...

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today

I’m officially missing you

Chorus

Oh can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]

All I do is lay around

Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all

I don’t know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say

That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way

To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official

You know that I’m missing you

Yeah yes

All I hear is raindrops

And I’m officially missing you