so me...

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

why can't it be?

you came along, unexpectedly

i was doing fine in my little world

oh baby please don't get me wrong

'cause i'm not complaining

but you see, you got my mind spinning

why can't it be

why can't it be the two of us

why can't we be lovers

only friends

you came along

at a wrong place, at a wrong time

or was it me

baby i dream of you every minute

you're in my dreams

you're always in it

that's the only place i know

where you could be mine

and i'm yours but only

till i wake up

top 10 reasons why i hate myself...

10 - I hate myself

For allowing you to blend in to my system

9 - I hate myself

For letting you run through my veins

8 - I hate myself

For keeping you inside my heart

7 - I hate myself

For making you the sole reason why I wake up every day

6 - I hate myself

For letting you to control me

5 - I hate myself

For authorizing you to ignore me

4 - I hate myself

For giving you the freedom to hurt me

3 - I hate myself

For the lost opportunity to be with you

2 - I hate myself

For not being able to face the truth that you will never be mine

1 - I hate myself

For loving you this much...

weak..

you

make me go

weak on

my knees....

sanity

for the 2nd time around,
i bid cebu,
without even taking a glimpse of you

i'm not certain, if its coincidental or
purposely, u just don't wanna see me

my life's been a mess lately,
dunno what lies ahead of me

i can't blame you though,
cause everything is my fault.

YOU'RE MY ONLY SALVATION.
yet, at these times you're no where to be found.

how will i keep my sanity,
if it means having you around me?


you ...


resist to be with me...

ignored

its not that easy
pretending that i’m okay

when the fact is …
i’m not

i can take it
if u don’t want to see me

not to answer my calls
is another story

ur slowly killing me
taking my breathe away

every time you rejected
my calls

i feel so insecure

i feel so useless

once again

I HAVE BEEN IGNORED!

ironic

i don't want us to reach beyond this point :

someday a past love will come back to you and will say:


" I STILL LOVE YOU!"


and you'll smile and say:


" I know...


but...


i just don't care anymore"

its official

darn! this is how i feel for you right now...

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today

I’m officially missing you

Chorus

Oh can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially

[Verse Two]

All I do is lay around

Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all

I don’t know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say

That I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way

To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official

You know that I’m missing you

Yeah yes

All I hear is raindrops

And I’m officially missing you

soooooo gay....

a clip from BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN
so gay yet so true...

way back into love

this is everyone's favorite...

lost

everyone deserves to have a second chance.
i’m waiting for mine.

waiting for that single beep
with your name on it…

i left cebu with
a cold, cold, heart
wishing i haven’t said
anything

on second thought
you ought to know the truth.
the damage has been
done

there’s no turning back.
i have to face
every consequence
of the actions I made

i did face it -
with PAIN and MISERY…

i kept on praying
i haven’t lost
the person who matters
to me more
than myself…

i felt numb
when i read your message
“ that’s it. thanks for everything!”

reality crept down
into my veins

i lost you…

i lost not only my best bud - but my life as well…

dot the i

"MOMENTS don't last... they're not meant to"

to be near you

are you just a habit
or some kind of addiction
can’t seem to get you out of my system
what good have you done to me
feels so stuck like glue
turn the pages in my head if its only you
i don’t care i would do anything to be near you
i would go anywhere to be near you
am i truly hopeless
am i being pathetic
are you even aware of my existence
would mean everything to me if you spend a little time
could you give in to me with the least resistance
i don’t care i would do anything to be near you
i would go anywhere to be near you
i don’t care i would go anywhere to be near you
i would do anything to be near you
i would do anything
i would go anywhere
to be near you
to be near you
i would do anything
go anywhere
i don’t care
i would do anything
anything just to be near you

incomplete...

i’ve almost got everything that i need...


but still i’m INCOMPLETE -


coz I don’t have YOU!