lost

everyone deserves to have a second chance.
i’m waiting for mine.

waiting for that single beep
with your name on it…

i left cebu with
a cold, cold, heart
wishing i haven’t said
anything

on second thought
you ought to know the truth.
the damage has been
done

there’s no turning back.
i have to face
every consequence
of the actions I made

i did face it -
with PAIN and MISERY…

i kept on praying
i haven’t lost
the person who matters
to me more
than myself…

i felt numb
when i read your message
“ that’s it. thanks for everything!”

reality crept down
into my veins

i lost you…

i lost not only my best bud - but my life as well…