game...

"if u want to play with me, then let the games begin!"

ako, nakarealize nga walay seryosohay dre. paet.

selos

"abi kog ok ra nga dili ko magselos,
SAKIT man di ay gihapon"



- ako, wa na kabalik ug tulog tungod ug hunahuna sa imo.

paet

nagmahay kog dako

nga nakatulog pa gyud ko

unta sa terminal.

ako nay ing sundo sa imo

tulo na ka text message

akong na send sa imo

pero wa pa gihapon koy

reply nga nadawat

gasakit akong dughan karon

nga gahuna-huna sa imo,

ga uban ra ba mong tulo

haskang paita bb coh

di nako katulog

ug balik

hahay bb coh

may pag wa na lang ko kamata

sa akong damgo, ikaw ra permi ang naa...

3.45am 12.30.07…

i wish

i thought the truth will set us free

i've been telling u the truth all this time

freely expressing how I feel for u

with all honesty and without a single doubt in mind

in return,

i got the exact opposite of what

i expected from you

i was rejected.

i was ignored.

i won’t let u hurt me again...

i am strong now.

i gained enough courage to let u go,

i wish…

another christmas

days from now,

we will be celebrating the joyous of all seasons;

a smile within every child's face.

a happy couple holding hands while walking on the street after the morning mass.

family reunions spent in every corner of the place.

fireworks display everywhere.

YOU -

are far away.

and,

here i am...

spending another christmas eve

ALL ALONE. *sighs*

everyday

"call me up, i'm bored !"

a txt msg from u.

- i wish you'll get bored everyday;
so that i can call you up everyday...

one more chance...

months ago i was the one asking for another chance from you.
u did give me one. the moment u texted me, i knew my second chance was given.
but everything changed at that moment. u were as cold as ice.

i was trying to bridge the gap between us; i felt i was the only one working in our relationship. honestly, i felt so depressed and miserable. i would have wanted to save our friendship, or what’s left between us.

two nights ago, i received another message from u. reminiscing of what had happen few months back, u can’t blame me from thinking if u wanted to have me again, not as a lover but more of, as a friend (but i’d prefer the former. hehehe ).

everything is so uncertain, but with the pain that i felt before, and the love that i had for u, i don’t think that i can turn u down.

just say it, u want another chance?

coz i’m willing to give u one.

a text message

it's funny to pretend unhurt when u'r bleeding,

to pretend u'r strong, when u'r weak,

to say " go away" when u mean "pls stay",

and to say "it's over!" when u mean was

"i want u back!"

9.46am 12.15.07

smile

"you never fail to put a smile in my face"

-me, while texting my bb coh...

purpose

“Everything has a purpose and no matter what the purpose is, it’s never too late for us to start”

-bb coh, 12.23pm 12.7.7. kagilok.

oras

gadali.

kitang tanan gadali

kagukod tas oras o

ang oras gagukod kanato?

ang atong pagkita ganina

hastang himoota..

sama kita sa kawatan

nga gabantay kung kinsay makakita sa ato.a

pinaspasay.

paghungit. diretso tulon.

wa na nako matayami ang kalami

sa atong gikaon

wa na gale ko kamatikud

kung na usap pa nako

o wala na ang pagkaon

haskang paita

ang minuto gadagan

kada segundo na anay bili

na unsa ba kini?

ing ani gyud di ay ning gugma?

gugmang tinaguan.

oras ra ang atong dakong kalaban

ug siya ra pud ang atong bugtong kauban

tachycardia

every time i think of you,

every time i hear your name,

every time i see your face,

why does my heart beats 48 times faster

than its normal beating?

is it just me?

or are you feeling the same way too?

random thoughts...

sometimes you want to be with the

person you love so badly,

but time and space won’t allow you to be

with that someone.

stimulant

you’re the best stimulant i ever had…

no milk.

no sugar.

no creamer.

only a pure dose of YOU –

body and soul.

like

its too early to say that i’m in love again

for love is such an over rated word

like.

is the perfect word

to describe how i feel for you.

i’m beginning to like you

more and more

as each day passes by

lets both savor

the times that we spent together

as we watched the fireworks display

i know.

something good is coming between us

a celebration.

let’s celebrate for the friendship.

for the bonding.

for the good times we had

and who knows?

eventually,

for the love that

we’ll share.

secret

the feeling’s mutual

we’re both happy to be

in each others arms…

i’m asking you to do

me a simple favor,

whatever we have right now,

whatever we feel for each other,

whatever we define “us” –

let’s keep it to ourselves

let’s keep it a secret…

i am your secret.

you are mine.

whatever we call it.....

we met

thrice to be exact…

the gas stations.

the pool.

the mall.

we texted each other.

we clicked.

we had chemistry.

no words

no explanations

no questions asked.

just you and me.

whatever we call it.

i would love to keep it

for eternity.

the rest would then be history.

over you

you’re the best thing that ever happened to me

i did not regret a single moment

that we have spent together.

you opened my eyes to reality.

you showed me the true meaning of love

you taught me how to be brave;

how to stand up again after losing a fight.

as my journey continues,

i will never forget you

you have always been a part of me

no matter what you do

no matter what happens

you are a part of me

ironic as it may seem,

i am telling you honestly.

i am so over you. (joke ra ni! - hehehe)

waiting

you kept me wanting you.

day by day

i crave for the sweetness

of your smile

i long for the warm touch

of your hands

i’ll wait for the day

you’ll be mine.

by heart

Hold me close, baby please
Tell me anything but that you're gonna leave
As I kiss this fallen tear
I promise you I will be here

Until the stars fall from the sky
Until I find the reason why
And darling as the years go by
Until there's no tears left to cry
'Til the angels close my eyes
And even if we're worlds apart
I'll find my way back to you...
By heart

When you go, I'll stop the clock
I won't ever let this moment stop
Time is stealing you from me
But it can never take this memory

Until the stars fall from the sky
Until I find the reason why
And darling as the years go by
Until there's no tears left to cry
'Til the angels close my eyes
And even if we're worlds apart
I'll find my way back to you