worthy

i do not want to write good entries in this blog because i know that if will write one i am broken-hearted. and i refuse to believe that i am hurting right now. a friend quoted earlier " LOVE should only bring you tears of joy and not of sorrow". yeah right! but how can i be of joy right now, when i feel like i have been taken for granted by the one i love most. no text message, no phone calls, no emails. how's that for a long distance relationship?

i have been in this island for 2 months to be exact. it is my first time to be away from home, to be away from you, and i tell you it's not that easy. being home sick is slowly killing me. the only thing that keeps me going is when i receive your reply text message. yet, you can't do that. i don't want to doubt about your love with me bb coh. but what are you doing lately? you know very well that i am in love with you. i would do everything for you, but i felt like something is missing b, i am not pressuring your or anything because i know that love must be freely given, at your own will.

i just have a question for you, am i not worthy to be loved in return?